thisis4keepsx3

i'm so fucking sick of everything, and everyone.
stay the fuck out of my business and life, you fucking
pusssssssy. if i don't like where i live thats my fucking
problem, and i'll say wuteva the fuck i want about it. and
why should i thank her. its her MOM i should be thanking.
because her MOM is the one who does shit for me. so she
can BLOW me. so don't open your fucking mouth about it.

i can't fucking stand anything anymore. i'm so fucking sick
of my fucking life. I need fucking money to get the fuck away
from this fucking pussy ass bitch. hahahah she won't even sleep
in the same room as me. i think someones scared and she should 
be. hahahahahahahhahaha <3 dumb cunt. it's fucked up that i have
drama with alot of fucking girls and its only because they started
shit with her and i stuck up for her. because they would all beat her ass.
and you know what someone needs to her fucking mouth is too fucking big.


ughhhhhhhhhhhh!!! can i just be fucking happy? EVERRRRRRRRRRRR.
i'm sooo fucking upset and confused about everything, i just want to be happy.
i just want to stop hearing fucked up shit from people, about my friendships, and
relationships! STAY out of my life people. your annoying, and i cant stnd it!!!!!!!
FUCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i don't know how i'm feeling latly.
i miss my family!
and i wish i was a better daughter!



you know things just aren't the same anymore. I mean don't get my wrong i love living with my best friend. i always wanted to. But i guess i just never pictured it like this. I mean i miss everything i usto have. i miss my old life and family. I miss seeing my mom and my brother. i see them like once a month and it fucking sucks. i miss not having my own room with all my own things. i just feel lonely and i know i'm not. well i'm not even sure if lonely is the right word. i just don't feel happy. i truly wish i was still living in the house i grew up in. And i truly wish i still had all my family together. I really miss my cat, and it sucks that i don't have him. I wish i could start making good money in modeling and make a house of my own. Somewheres i can truly call home. i think thats what i miss the most. having a real HOME.



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I just feel like complaining about EVERYTHING.


I'm pissed that i'm such a fucking DUMBASS and fucking left my job, when really i need a fucking job, what am i going to fucking do now? how dumb can i be! seriously? I just haven't been happy all fucking day. and it's pissing me off more and more. Three days is my dad's fucking birthday!! AWESOME!! i don't even want to get started with that shit at ALL. i went to see my mom today thinking it would make me happy? hahaha WHO THE FUCK WAS I KIDDING. my bra is hurting the left side of my b00b !! AND THATS GAYYYY! all music besides nirvana is pissing me off and i basically hate nirvana. people and their fucking bulletins are annoying, i'm about to delete my myspace. i WANT new pictures. because ALL mine are SHITTY !!! i WANT to stop bitching but EVERYTHING is bothering me. and i sound real fucking gayyyyyy. YOU CAN GO FUCK YOURSELF.


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Can fucking suck my DICK!


That fucking place sucks so bad, i hate it. Thank GOD i fucking walked out. And that fucking cunt i can't believe she called me fucking ghetto!! ummmmmm i'm farrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr from fucking GHETTO! sorrrrrrrrrrry!!! Now i need a new fucking job. This kinda sucksssss. hahaha but i'll have one by next week.



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